The negative side of life has always been easier for me to notice than the positive side of life. I mean I am human, that is what most of us tend towards. I want that to change. I cannot do it in my own power. I must keep my focus on God. There is lot of real-life struggles that I do not share on here for privacy reasons. Some of those are out of our control. There are things that we must wait on God to change. Whenever I start thinking of them, I get overwhelmed. The only way to bring myself ba